Friday, January 16, 2009

lip piercing

My stupid, dumbass, and totally freaking retarded dad gave me a lip piercing. *fumes*

[Sochii: i dont mind what you are saying *hearts~~<3*]>

well. i am gonna try and blog more often now. i guess >.>llll
Dad says i m being to be less cute =.= does that means i will attract less SDs?
Ciel: =A+ YUUTO

uh yea...probably?
well. dad also says that he's giving ciel a makeover/plastic surgery very soon.
Ciel isnt too eager on that, but dad convince him that if he goes through it, i will love him more =.= wtf. right.
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OK OK MAYBE I WILL >.>lll
well. gotta believe in dad. he's a surgeon. OTL

Me enjoying a nice morning with Ciel comforting me.



well. until that stupid dad came over for a photo of my piercing.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Not all sweets and fluff

one picture of me with Natsu during her newbie shoot with Dad, i was helping out as a guy model.

HAIZ~~~~

Life is not all sweets and fluff afterall >.>lll i thought i would be MUCH MUCH happier when I have a lover =.= but it isnt the fact =A=llll now i know why dad broke up with most of his boyfriends...

Well. here's the thing. me and ciel have been quarreling often. VERY often >.>lll so much that I am too angry to update the blog...i mean why cant he grow up a bit. he is like WHINNING at every single thing I do. He knows i still swing around, but yet he cant take it down silently, he ALWAYS have to embarassed me in the public.

Jus last wk he accused me of cheating on him with Shinya, just because i was resting with him somewhereelse away from Ciel. and he was also unhappy that i ran off to take photograph and not stay by his side...he was the one who did not want to pose properly, which is why i ran off by myself to take photos.

Yesterday was even worse. the day before Natsu came over to stay, she stuck to me like glue. She is GUEST so i HAVE to entertain her while dad is busy, aint it? and Ciel accuse me of cheating on him again. like...dude. I HAVEN EVEN KISSED THE LADY =.=

Dad is giving out final warnings. either I get my act up, or he is going to send Ciel away since we arent as loving as we should be.... I dont know....I mean, I do love Ciel...like...alot. but why cant he just understands that I am not ready to be tied down so tightly? I dont know whether to cry to dad for help or settle this myself....We were lectured one week before, and Ciel became more demure cause dad threatened to send him away if this keeps up, but we were at it again jus before the Harajuku meet....i dont know if i can keep this up anymore...i feel so tired... *stares at all the photographs*

*sighs*