Here I am again

A picture of Ciel,exhausted after he went out with dad for half a day.

I have always been wondering whether it was a good idea to fall in love with my own cousin. Ever since he got here, we have been locked in quarrels and fights almost every fortnight... Dad even threatened to send him away if it keeps up.

Just last week...i think. we quarreled again. It wasnt our usual heated quarrels where we start pulling slaps and punches. It was...cold. I dont know. Ciel wasnt even whining. He just...looks uninterested. At that point. i think it was a sudden wakeup call that Ciel was not going to be by my side forever if this keeps up. Even though Dad promised that he wont send Ciel away, but it doesnt gurantee that Ciel will still love me like he did last time.

Well. i tried talking after the quarrel...it got through to him. You have no idea how relieved I was when he actually smiled at the stupid jokes i made. I think its really time...I have to start learning to appreciate Ciel. From now, it will not be Ciel chasing after me, it will be me running back for him. I pray it would last.

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A little write up that never did come about of mine and ciel's profile

Name: Yuuto Kamiya
Age: 16 [human years]
D.O.B: 26 Nov
likes: my creepers,Ciel,my fake leather pants,my doggeh toy
dislikes: my lip piercing, the ugly head at my house[Seth],dresses, wearin shirts at home
faceup artist: Chiaki , Dad
favourite tailor: M.Y. jiejie >D
fav clothes brand: h.naoto ;A;

Name: Ciel de Rehauste
Age: 14 [human years]
D.O.B: 24 Nov
likes: Yuuto, cute stuff >///<, Uncle Sochii
dislikes: non for now
faceup artist: Uncle Sochii
favourite tailor: Aunty Suzhou
fav clothes brand: Burberry

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Sharing a Secret



Lovely times

Ciel: Promise you'll never let go
Yuuto: I promise...
Ciel: ... haha...liar
Yuuto: ^^ ....I try not to
Ciel: ^^...

lip piercing

My stupid, dumbass, and totally freaking retarded dad gave me a lip piercing. *fumes*

[Sochii: i dont mind what you are saying *hearts~~<3*]>

well. i am gonna try and blog more often now. i guess >.>llll
Dad says i m being to be less cute =.= does that means i will attract less SDs?
Ciel: =A+ YUUTO

uh yea...probably?
well. dad also says that he's giving ciel a makeover/plastic surgery very soon.
Ciel isnt too eager on that, but dad convince him that if he goes through it, i will love him more =.= wtf. right.
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OK OK MAYBE I WILL >.>lll
well. gotta believe in dad. he's a surgeon. OTL

Me enjoying a nice morning with Ciel comforting me.



well. until that stupid dad came over for a photo of my piercing.

Not all sweets and fluff

one picture of me with Natsu during her newbie shoot with Dad, i was helping out as a guy model.

HAIZ~~~~

Life is not all sweets and fluff afterall >.>lll i thought i would be MUCH MUCH happier when I have a lover =.= but it isnt the fact =A=llll now i know why dad broke up with most of his boyfriends...

Well. here's the thing. me and ciel have been quarreling often. VERY often >.>lll so much that I am too angry to update the blog...i mean why cant he grow up a bit. he is like WHINNING at every single thing I do. He knows i still swing around, but yet he cant take it down silently, he ALWAYS have to embarassed me in the public.

Jus last wk he accused me of cheating on him with Shinya, just because i was resting with him somewhereelse away from Ciel. and he was also unhappy that i ran off to take photograph and not stay by his side...he was the one who did not want to pose properly, which is why i ran off by myself to take photos.

Yesterday was even worse. the day before Natsu came over to stay, she stuck to me like glue. She is GUEST so i HAVE to entertain her while dad is busy, aint it? and Ciel accuse me of cheating on him again. like...dude. I HAVEN EVEN KISSED THE LADY =.=

Dad is giving out final warnings. either I get my act up, or he is going to send Ciel away since we arent as loving as we should be.... I dont know....I mean, I do love Ciel...like...alot. but why cant he just understands that I am not ready to be tied down so tightly? I dont know whether to cry to dad for help or settle this myself....We were lectured one week before, and Ciel became more demure cause dad threatened to send him away if this keeps up, but we were at it again jus before the Harajuku meet....i dont know if i can keep this up anymore...i feel so tired... *stares at all the photographs*

*sighs*