Not all sweets and fluff

one picture of me with Natsu during her newbie shoot with Dad, i was helping out as a guy model.

HAIZ~~~~

Life is not all sweets and fluff afterall >.>lll i thought i would be MUCH MUCH happier when I have a lover =.= but it isnt the fact =A=llll now i know why dad broke up with most of his boyfriends...

Well. here's the thing. me and ciel have been quarreling often. VERY often >.>lll so much that I am too angry to update the blog...i mean why cant he grow up a bit. he is like WHINNING at every single thing I do. He knows i still swing around, but yet he cant take it down silently, he ALWAYS have to embarassed me in the public.

Jus last wk he accused me of cheating on him with Shinya, just because i was resting with him somewhereelse away from Ciel. and he was also unhappy that i ran off to take photograph and not stay by his side...he was the one who did not want to pose properly, which is why i ran off by myself to take photos.

Yesterday was even worse. the day before Natsu came over to stay, she stuck to me like glue. She is GUEST so i HAVE to entertain her while dad is busy, aint it? and Ciel accuse me of cheating on him again. like...dude. I HAVEN EVEN KISSED THE LADY =.=

Dad is giving out final warnings. either I get my act up, or he is going to send Ciel away since we arent as loving as we should be.... I dont know....I mean, I do love Ciel...like...alot. but why cant he just understands that I am not ready to be tied down so tightly? I dont know whether to cry to dad for help or settle this myself....We were lectured one week before, and Ciel became more demure cause dad threatened to send him away if this keeps up, but we were at it again jus before the Harajuku meet....i dont know if i can keep this up anymore...i feel so tired... *stares at all the photographs*

*sighs*

~My Lady~

*beams happily*

my love arrived two days before my birthday..and this pile of dead meat *pokes sochii*

sochii: OI! i m dying k ;A;

>3 finished his faceup on my bdae itself. but stupidly, the birthday photo I have was deleted due to the lousy resizing and this knucklehead*pokes sochii*

sochii: OTL

did not have a back up copy >.>;;;

anyway~~~here are some info on my love

name: Ciel de Rehauste
age: undisclosed 8D *bleah* looks like 15, same as me.
info: the rumored child of my dad's vamp twin, Count Andelia de Rehauste. but Ciel looks as if he has taken after his mother...who supposedly might be a human.
sochii: >.>lll my brother is so screwed up.
so as it seems DAD.
sochii: ;A; I M SORRY

anyway, thanks dad *hugs* for paying for his ticket and stuff to see me...

Sochii: *hugs*

=A+lll

dad took photos me with kitty/doggeh ears =A=lll from te new batch...wth......WTH...WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and i got bully by a bunch of uncle while dad laughs his ass off seeing me defenceless ;A; you mean shit *kicks Sochii*
[WHUTTTT???? they wanted to see- *gets kicked again* your thing.]

i feel so violated >.>lll *hides in blanket*

MIA-ing

sleeping with with shirayuki-niichan...

=A= i m so sleepy today~~zzzzzzzz

i think i will blog some other day again...

resting on Zereall uncle


ah beng akira niichan

Dancer

so yea >.> like i have always said. I M A DANCER. but goddammit not one believes.

and so....my dad only believed that i can only do those sissy dances like say...CHINESE DANCE. today. i proved him WRONG.

check this out. i can do breakdance too.




IN YOUR FACE DAD! [Sochii:yea i know >.> i m sorry darling~~ *huggles yuuto*] hmph >.>
and yea. i can do sissy dances too =.=

Chinese dance


Ballet


this is not really dance, but i can do gymnastics.[dad has been watching too much of Olympics gymnastic >.>]

Okaeri~~~

I M HOME.

yes. i m officially home >3 dad picked my head up from chiaki-artist yesterday along with grandma and grandpa. i was soooo happy to be home XDXD until.....i saw m body in a yukata =.= you have any idea how hard is it to walk and sleep in??!! [Dad: OMG i m sorry my baby boy T^T *hugs hugs*] ewwwww dad. you are forgiven. things got better after i changed into my original wig >3 well...not that i hate the blond wig, but i love my red wig better. Dad change me into my blond wigs cos he say its easier for transportation and I dont want to be hairless [dad: good grieve] yes dad. anyway....to my another horror...dad painted my nails red like his =.= HOW DUMB CAN YOU GET?[dad: =A+ but it looks so nice....] yea. whatever. i jus have to leave with it den.

currently I m in school with my dad cos he simply cant stop miaming me with hugs[DAD: awwwwwwwwwwww but you look so cute ><] anyway, dad says i look like a DOC doll. cos i have pinker lips and i got back my white skin. and i have bigs eyes >.> so yea. the reason why i puttin up with my dad now is cause he hasn seen me for long....if this gooey mushy stuff goes on after two weeks from now >.> i'll kill him [dad: i'll disassemble you =.=] .... .... .... ....dad is sick, so i m being accomodating~ peace out *hugs dad*

I HASH SPEAR

I HASH SPEAR!!!! at least this is what zereall-uncle taught me XDXD well. yea.

hahahaha. anyway MY HEAD is over at chiaki-aunt's house for a new face up XDXD while my body is like a headless fly roamin around at home. I m asking dad to do a spell-check for me though XDXD i can still type. WAHAHAHAHHAHA

ok. i wanna go have a out-of-body experience.really. seriously. happy bdae to Kazuki-daddy XDXDXD

Sho-nii [Diva no?]

jus when you thought that sho-nii has converted from diva to helpless. he bounces bac >3 enjoy~

New Baggie~~~

new baggehhhhhhh~~~

this is the new baggeh that lawliet-aunt and haruka-niichan gave me >3

DAD FORGOT TO BRING ME TO THE BBQ T^T well. i had my way when he came back and a few days of it too~~made him collect my shirt before i meet kureya >3 *rolls*

MSD DOLL MEET~~
met quite a number of ppl. most importantly i met kureya, he huggled me too~~~XDXD but he was busy and only managed to stay a while and den ran around and also had to take care of esmeree, she is VERY thin!!! comparing to Hatsumii who belongs to the same maker as her ><;;; and she bring a bible around 0.0 oh yea~and kureya has more tattoos now >///< *rolls*


Thanks Haruka-Nii~~

Competition at chinatown

my first competition? i dont remember ~.~ anyway, i won third prize during the first round XDXD 25 dollars kuroTenshi voucher~hash to get mom bring me shoppin soon XDXD

anyway, dad woke me up early to dress me in my competition outfit and we went to pick preshie-aunt and mizuki-nii~~den lg-aunt and kazuki came over too~~~ after that was a huge blur. i zonke out a bit. halfway through the event, dad swept me from the stage and we rushed to vivo to watch movie with grandma,Z-uncle and teh-uncle LOLZ

it was fun! we had front rows! [sochii: no it wasnt. it was tiring] ah. oh wells. but it was funny <3 shall continue bloggin in 5 mins time.